i'm at the crossroads of my life. i dont know what to do, and it really doesnt help that people keep asking me why i didnt go for the career fair.
"dont you want to be employed/get a job?"
"what're you going to do then?"
so i succumbed. and went for the career fair. but i still dont know. i dont know what i want to do, i dont know if i can do it, neither do i know if it's going to be the right path. i cant even make simple decisions like whether or not to drop a module. and i hate it, because i'm starting to doubt myself.

and i think i'm falling sick. which is bad, because i have two essays due, freaaaking alot of readings to complete, and chinese new year's just around the corner. and i still have to settle my passport matters, because a certain party isnt making things easy, and it's getting seriously ridiculous.

on a lighter note,
i managed to sort some things out yesterday,
and i guess it really made me feel alot better. somewhat like a fresh start to something not so new (:

g'night world (:

a rabbit a day, keeps the unhappiness away.